DON'T LOOK BACK IN ANGER

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
All the things that you've seen
Are slowly fade away

So I start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So she cant wait - she says its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away -
but don't look back in angerI hear you say


Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll bandWho'll throw it all away
So I start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So she cant wait - she says its too late as we're walking on by


Her soul slides away - but don't look back in angerI hear you say
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today

Stay focussed,
The past never comes for sure.

...(c)GL,2008,Inc

IT WAS CROWDED

It was so crowded in there,
It was a group,
That i was chocked,
It wasnt just us,coz
Others on the wings ,
Through the thin walls were listening,

Like roots they are,
Meeting underground living you in darkness,
They thought am in the unknown,
But some from within them
To me they came.
It was so crowded inside
And i got out now.

They talked hot air,
I was so crowded,
A lot came into my ears,
Taming me they failed,
Blaming me they were and they are,
Plucked out luckily i was,
For a thorn i was called,
Others hailed me,
Others failed me.

Words they said believed,
For they are many,
Nasties have been said
Like pasties,
Hasty they were to judge me
'coz they didnt understand me
'coz me they did underestimate
Reason why, i distanced myself

So much my tiny ears took,
So much i had to let go,
So quiet i stayed,
No questions i asked
Fedup i got,
A million whys will be said,
Singled out i will be
The source of the problem,
I will be called,

For it was so crowded,
No space i had to breathe,
Happy i am ,that i can now,
FREE IAM AT LAST
FROM THE CROWD


(c)Lalli,2008 Inc..copyright reserved.

MY WORDS OF INSPIRATION

1. Respect is earned bt when it is lost,it is so difficult to gather.
2. We are authors and makers of our own destiny.Fo whoever loves discipline,loves knowledge.Those who hate corrections are stupid.
3. A wife of noble character is a husbands crown,but a disgarceful wife is like cancer of the bones.
4. Leave your simple ways and you will live,when pride comes first,then comes disgrace.
5. The harder you work,the harder it becomes to surrender to things like fatigue,complaceny,discouragement and criticism.And all other stff that tries to break your stride.

BE PATIENT...

I cant always have what i want.For i always have to wait...

Because waiting is an art,

If i can for a period,

I can achieve something

I couldnt achieve today however hard i work,

And fight for,

How much money i make,

However many times i bang my head against the wall.

There are things i cant have today

That i will be able to have in future,

So it does not make sense to drive

Myself crazy....and put

Mylife on hold .......struggling,

To accomplish something,

That will be easy when time is right

.....SAY THIS TO YOURSELF GERALD Somethings happen in our lives for a reason,to teach us various lessons..The latest is a blessing in disguise,so dont push matters,dont worry yourself,for a day will come when you will have a smile on your face....

(c)Lalli,2008 Inc,Copyright reserved.

I DONT KNOW WHY

I don’t know why I let you go
You said you’d wait
I said I’d hope you would
We talked til late
Until we walked away


What’s meant to be will be they say
And I feel like stone
And I feel ice cold
I picked myself up from the ground
Sick to death of lying down
And now I have to find you once again


You’re in my soul, you’re in my mind
But I don’t know where you are now
Driving round and roundUntil it’s dawn
To look for you in rooms we used to go
I held you back I had to set ya free
But now I know what’s meant to be
You’re in my soul, you’re in my mind
But I don’t know where you are now

...MAYBE 2MORO...

I’ve been down and
I’m wondering why
These little black clouds
Keep walking around
With me, with me


It wastes time
And I’d rather be high
Think I’ll walk me outside
And buy a rainbow smile
But be free, they’re all free


So maybe tomorrowI’ll find my way home
I look around at a beautiful life
Been the upper side of down
Been the inside of out
But we breathe, we breathe


I wanna breeze and an open mind
I wanna swim in the ocean
Wanna take my time for me
All meSo maybe tomorrow
I’ll find my way home

............(Stereophonics song)..I love it..means a lot to me..

GIVE ME STRENGTH…

He is ready and there to..
Strengthen the feeble hands,
Steady the knees that give way,
Say to those with fearful hearts,
Be strong, do not fear
Your saviour will come

With vengeance and divide retribution,
He will come to save you
…And give you strength.


I GAVE HER TIME….(REV 2V 21)

When God tells you to repent, he gives you time and grace to do it. If you don’t there are consequences. I gave her time to repent for her immorality, but she would not. Everyone will be repaid according to their deeds. Those who commit adultery with her will suffer intensively..

Others who know me might say these are just tears. I laugh at you that its not. Its better the devil you know than you don’t. Get the problems away from me..

FORGETTING THE PAST..

-Focused people don’t live in the past. A retentive memory may be a good thing, but the ability to forget is a token of greatness. Successful people forget. Gerald, be a good forgetter…success demands it. Its only the poorer minded who seek revenge. You have been through a lot Gerald…take it by the chin and you will get through this, all for your little boy.
-Focused people don’t think about the difficulties, but rewards. If you dwell on difficulties too long you will start to develop self-pity. As a result you will accomplish less and less. By focussing on results you will stay encouraged. Make Christ an example ‘he was willing to die a shameful death on the cross because of the joy he knew would be his afterwards.

-Focused people choose their friends carefully. Here are five types of people you encounter:

(A) REFRESHERS: Those who strengthen your faith and energize you.
(B) REFINERS: Who sharpen you and clarify your vision…ARE YOU READING THIS YOU BACKSTABBERS, WHO SPEND TIME TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE, MAKING OTHERS LOOK BAD…. you don’t have a vision at all…. TOO MYOPIC.
(C) REFINERS: Who mirror your energy neither adding to nor subtracting from it.
(D) REDUCERS: Who try to diminish your goals and efforts to their comfort level…HAHAHA THIS MAKES ME LAUGH, BECAUSE THEY CANT MANAGE ME, THEY HAVE FAILED IN SO MANY WAYS.THEY THOUGHT AM GONNA HANG THE LAST TIME I WAS IN A MESS,BUT THEY GOT A SHOCK OF THIR LIVES…SO YOU UNDERSTAND NOW,YOU MUPPETS …DON’T MESS WITH A KNIFE COZ IT CUTS..YOU CANT BRING ME DOWN.GONE THROUGH THE JUNGLES OF GOWA, THOSE STEEP HILLS.
(E) REJECTORS: Who don’t understand you or whats God is called to do…this is so funny. So many have rejected me. They have said things like Gerald is difficult, but in actual sense I am not…YOU JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND ME AS SIMPLE AS THAT!!!!!!!!

So I remain focused and I hope to stay grounded. I am not going to fall down easily. The praise of others is less likely to go to my head and the negative impact of my critics will be minimised..

I WILL STILL STAY FOCUSED( IF YOU THOUGHT OTHERWISE)

I will therefore stay focused despite the drawbacks and distractions that I have met here in the wild. Sometimes you sit down and think this is it for me. But in actual fact its not. You have a long way to go. I am a fighter and I will keep fighting for my Minnie my blood relations and me. . Nobody is going to bring me down.. Tupac said ‘‘only God can judge me.’’

I am of the belief that people who stay focused make the greatest difference in life. Nothing is as potent as a focused life.
The first law of success in this day when so many things are clamouring for attention is concentration; to bend our energies to one point, and to go directly that point. Looking neither right nor left…it’s a discipline that must be practised. By staying focused I will keep my targets, increase my energy and get lifted when others think I may go down…Loosers.

SLOWLY,STEADILY,SURELY,THE TIME APPROACHES WHEN THE VISION WILL BE FULFILLED.

When God gave me a vision, he also gave me a provision needed to fulfil it. No matter what may. Even if others try to put me down by their deeds and sayings. He will use something I already posses even though you don’t know it. The key to my success is found in the words. ``Go and see”.

For he will save and deliver me, from all those who pursue me,
He will rise against the rage of my enemies and judge me according to my righteousness.

So I will stop making excuses, feeling sorry for myself, talking myself down or being intimidated by those who say i don’t have what it takes. God has provided everything where I need to go. Life is a joke. Life is a game that we are just playing and God knows the winner.

I will look into the mirror and announce, I am full of resources. This is not hype, pride or over-minded matter…IT’S FAITH SPEAKING.

So I am not worried about it all. That’s another stage in life. Slowly,steadily,surely,the vision will be fulfilled. The deepest wounds in life come not from swords but words and actions.

Remember that don’t despise the small things. Every oak tree starts as an acorn; Jesus began in a stable but didn’t stay there. David had a sling but he became king. Joseph was sold as a slave but he became a Prime Minister..WHY??Because God was with him. Gave him favour and wisdom…made him Governor of Egypt. Just put it into God’s hands and have the will to start small…THEY WILL ALL BE PROVED WRONG.

I will have to struggle. Without struggle you cannot develop your full potential! Have you ever watched an ant carrying home a piece of bread that’s bigger than him. Success belongs to those too small to carry what they believe in, but stubborn to leave it behind. The secret of success is GOOD DECISISONS AND GOOD DECISIONS ARE MADE BY BAD ONES.

A dream without corresponding action only aggravates the soul and amounts to nothing. God will give you the power to succeed but you have to take it, develop a plan and work it.

Personal breakthroughs begin with a change in your beliefs. What you believe in deep down determines what you expect. So be strong and courageous. Your life will expand or shrink in proportion..

TO MUM AND DAD

First and foremost i shold thank God almighty for giving me such loving and precious parents.I know parents are supposed to be what i have said and we should be happy to have such kind of people in our lives,but you mean so much more to us.

You have been so loving ,hard working,caring,protective parents.You have natured us your 3 boys through the hard and harshest times of life and groomed us into well behaved adults..Yes we are well behaved though some people cant see it.They think yo dont have control over us and we dont listen from you.What a pitty!!!You and mum have been together through the hard times,the lows and highs of life in the .You taught us the difference between good and bad.We love you so much and we are very proud of you Amigo and Lonely.May God bless yo and give you long life so that you see the frits that your hard working,your love and your good advice will bear as we struggle in the wild.

WE REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH...