Kaludzu and Chiyendausiku are my two lovely places that have something to do with me hence the blog title.Here i am talking about my experiences in life,its where i feel i can express my feelings and mind better.This is how i feel i can talk a lot more so that those who want to hear my mind will hear and maybe understand me better. .WAS BORN ME BY GOD'S AMAZING GRACE.I BELIEVE THAT THE PERSON WHO WORKS THE HARDEST WINS.I CAN NEVER RELAX-ALWAYS TRYING TO SEE WHATS NEXT.
Wednesday, 30 July 2008
MEMORIES
Tuesday, 29 July 2008
LOVE IS GONE
What are we supposed to do
After all that we've been through
When everything that felt so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone
love is gone
What are we supposed to do
After all that we've been through
When everything that felt so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone ?
There is nothing left to prove
No use to deny this simple truth
Can't find the reason to keep holding on
Now that the love is gone, love is gone
Now that the love is gone, what felt so right's so wrong
Now that the love is gone
I feel so hurt inside, feel so hurt inside, got to find the reason
What are we supposed to do
After all that we've been through
When everything that felt so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone ?
There is nothing left to prove
No use to deny this simple truth
Can't find the reason to keep holding on
Now that the love is gone, love is gone
Got to find a reason, got to find a reason,
Got to find a reason to hold !
Love, there's nothing left for us to say, yeah !
Love, why can't we turn and walk away ?
What are we supposed to do
After all that we've been through
When everything that felt so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone ?
There is nothing left to prove
No use to deny this simple truth
Can't find the reason to keep holding on
Now that the love is gone, love is gone
Love is gone !
(c)GLN,2008 Inc.
COME ON ,WAKE UP MALAWI LAW MAKERS..
Its sad that things have come to this stage.Imagine the phsycological impact this will have on their families.According to the pictures that i have seen,these people must have very grown up children who are in the know of the what and what's of the world,the goings on the world that is.
We Malawians should ask ourselves plenty questions...
By the wayj i dont see a reason why there is so much fuss being made abouth these guys taking pictures.The pictures to me are very personal property.Something that these 3 people each agreed to take and keep in private.Why are the police busy looking for them,arresting them.Ohhh come on,i think we are still using the laws of colonial times.What are the law makers doing.?You go in parliament and debate silly stuff.You go there and talk about your salaries,what benefits you have to get.We are in the millenium now.Update the laws please.We didnt have such kind of things those days when some of the laws were written.Proper amendments definately need to be done so as to be in line with the times.
To me the guy who sold the pictures to the newpapers(who i understand to be a computer techniacian)is the one to to be sold for ''breach or trust''.How can he do that silly thing.?Whay are we Malawians making so much of a fuss about this.Ask orself why the HIV rate in Malawi is so high..why ?why?why..???Do you want an answer from me...here it is..The answer is because we people engange in too much sex,too much adulterly,too much sexual partners as we can see in this case.So doubtful that chishango was used in these instances.
But what i am saying again here is,people are making a story of this ,who does not know that adults have sex,there are lots of blue movie films around,lots of magazines with naked women and men.SO WHAT?WHY THE FUSS..??.By writing this its not that i am encouraging people to cheat on their partners.Its not good to cheat on your loved ones.They all did wrong by cheating on their partners.
These guys have just been unlucky.I am telling you he is not the only one to do this.There are lots of people out there in the contry who have done this before and are now thinking twice.Thinking of the proper security measures to take..Come on people thats why we have memory sticks and CDs to keep record of our private files in case our computers get into silly hands like this silly technician.
I have seen in some countries people suing.The technian here breached his customers trust.He should also face the law for distributing these pictures and invasion of privacy.To the courts in Malawi if you dont know, these are just a few other charges that can be put forward to the technian.Others can learn from this.What kind of laws are we based on guys.Come on and do the necessary amendments to the laws please.Tell me what does the DATA PROTECTION ACT in Malawi say,I would like to know more about it.Where can i go and read it..In National Library???
In some countries this guy would have been a millionare..Look,some people have been making picture CDs and selling out of his fame.Ohh poor man and women.Iknow you wish the world could just swallow you,but dont be stupid to commit suicide..This is gonna pass like water under a bridge
The police are wasting their precious time looking for him,arresting him .Why cant they go and arrest proper robbers?Why cant they go in town and arrest all the illegal Nigerians,Asians living in the country.Spend yourtime wisely guys.You are arresting this guy because he is an easy target,there is no story worthy making an arrest .What about this story that i have read about a certain teacher taking video clips of kids being raped.Those are stories we should be interested in.
THESE PEOPLE ARE GROWN UPS AND THEY KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING?LEAVE THEM ALONE PLEASE.
Are you telling me that you dont know that adults do sex.They moreover did it in a locked room.So why wasting tax payers money for such kind of things..Go and get the real robbers,the real criminals not someone having consentual sex..Silly laws..i say.
Sunday, 27 July 2008
Thursday, 24 July 2008
LIKE A TATOO
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later,
I'll get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger,
I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything
I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I couldStop,
admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
WHO AM I....
For Christ Lord,a lot he went through,
He was tortured on the cross,
And a number of desert temptations,
Suns rays burning him,
Who am i to despair,
For there si no need to repair
For Lord Christ was deceived
So with both hands i have received
The decision that you have made
The truth you people hate
But i feel its too late
Who am i to worry
For Lors Christ was also betrayed
By the same people,
That daily he spent time with
Who from the same plate he ate with
Who am i that
All night long i should cry,
Flooding my bed with tears
Drenching my couch for years
Who am i to be defamed
For my sons sake i will not be destroyed
For him i will stand film
.......so who am i
You tell me me who am i
But i think i am who i am..
(c)GLNandolo.2008.Inc
Wednesday, 23 July 2008
SOME MIGHT SAY....
Go and tell it to the man who cannot shine
Some might say that we should never ponder
On our thoughts today cos they will sway over time
Some might say we will find a brighter day
Some might say we will find a brighter day
Cos I've been standing at the station
In need of education in the rain
You made no preparation for my reputation once again
The sink is full of fishesShe's got dirty dishes on the brain
It was overflowing gently but it's all elementary my friend
Some might say they don't believe in heaven
Go and tell it to the man who lives in hell
Some might say you get what you've been given
If you don't get yours I won't get mine as well
Some might say we will find a brighter day
Some might say we will find a brighter day
Cos I've been standing at the station
In need of education in the rain
You made no preparation for my reputation once again
The sink is full of fishes
Cos she's got dirty dishes on the brain
And my dog's been itchin'
Itchin' in the kitchen once again
Some might say
Some might say
He is crying over spilt milk...
...hahahahahahaha.
(c)Lalli.2008 Inc
DON'T LOOK BACK IN ANGER
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
All the things that you've seen
Are slowly fade away
So I start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So she cant wait - she says its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away -
but don't look back in angerI hear you say
Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll bandWho'll throw it all away
So I start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So she cant wait - she says its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away - but don't look back in angerI hear you say
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today
Stay focussed,
The past never comes for sure.
...(c)GL,2008,Inc
IT WAS CROWDED
It was a group,
That i was chocked,
It wasnt just us,coz
Others on the wings ,
Through the thin walls were listening,
Like roots they are,
Meeting underground living you in darkness,
They thought am in the unknown,
But some from within them
To me they came.
It was so crowded inside
And i got out now.
They talked hot air,
I was so crowded,
A lot came into my ears,
Taming me they failed,
Blaming me they were and they are,
Plucked out luckily i was,
For a thorn i was called,
Others hailed me,
Others failed me.
Words they said believed,
For they are many,
Nasties have been said
Like pasties,
Hasty they were to judge me
'coz they didnt understand me
'coz me they did underestimate
Reason why, i distanced myself
So much my tiny ears took,
So much i had to let go,
So quiet i stayed,
No questions i asked
Fedup i got,
A million whys will be said,
Singled out i will be
The source of the problem,
I will be called,
For it was so crowded,
No space i had to breathe,
Happy i am ,that i can now,
FREE IAM AT LAST
FROM THE CROWD
(c)Lalli,2008 Inc..copyright reserved.
Tuesday, 22 July 2008
MY WORDS OF INSPIRATION
- Respect is earned bt when it is lost,it is so difficult to gather.
- We are authors and makers of our own destiny.Fo whoever loves discipline,loves knowledge.Those who hate corrections are stupid.
- A wife of noble character is a husbands crown,but a disgarceful wife is like cancer of the bones.
- Leave your simple ways and you will live,when pride comes first,then comes disgrace.
- The harder you work,the harder it becomes to surrender to things like fatigue,complaceny,discouragement and criticism.And all other stff that tries to break your stride.
BE PATIENT...
I cant always have what i want.For i always have to wait...
Because waiting is an art,
If i can for a period,
I can achieve something
I couldnt achieve today however hard i work,
And fight for,
How much money i make,
However many times i bang my head against the wall.
There are things i cant have today
That i will be able to have in future,
So it does not make sense to drive
Myself crazy....and put
Mylife on hold .......struggling,
To accomplish something,
That will be easy when time is right
.....SAY THIS TO YOURSELF GERALD Somethings happen in our lives for a reason,to teach us various lessons..The latest is a blessing in disguise,so dont push matters,dont worry yourself,for a day will come when you will have a smile on your face....
(c)Lalli,2008 Inc,Copyright reserved.
Thursday, 17 July 2008
I DONT KNOW WHY
You said you’d wait
I said I’d hope you would
We talked til late
Until we walked away
What’s meant to be will be they say
And I feel like stone
And I feel ice cold
I picked myself up from the ground
Sick to death of lying down
And now I have to find you once again
You’re in my soul, you’re in my mind
But I don’t know where you are now
Driving round and roundUntil it’s dawn
To look for you in rooms we used to go
I held you back I had to set ya free
But now I know what’s meant to be
You’re in my soul, you’re in my mind
But I don’t know where you are now
...MAYBE 2MORO...
I’m wondering why
These little black clouds
Keep walking around
With me, with me
It wastes time
And I’d rather be high
Think I’ll walk me outside
And buy a rainbow smile
But be free, they’re all free
So maybe tomorrowI’ll find my way home
I look around at a beautiful life
Been the upper side of down
Been the inside of out
But we breathe, we breathe
I wanna breeze and an open mind
I wanna swim in the ocean
Wanna take my time for me
All meSo maybe tomorrow
I’ll find my way home
............(Stereophonics song)..I love it..means a lot to me..
Wednesday, 16 July 2008
He is ready and there to..
Strengthen the feeble hands,
Steady the knees that give way,
Say to those with fearful hearts,
Be strong, do not fear
Your saviour will come
With vengeance and divide retribution,
He will come to save you
…And give you strength.
I GAVE HER TIME….(REV 2V 21)
When God tells you to repent, he gives you time and grace to do it. If you don’t there are consequences. I gave her time to repent for her immorality, but she would not. Everyone will be repaid according to their deeds. Those who commit adultery with her will suffer intensively..
Others who know me might say these are just tears. I laugh at you that its not. Its better the devil you know than you don’t. Get the problems away from me..
FORGETTING THE PAST..
-Focused people don’t live in the past. A retentive memory may be a good thing, but the ability to forget is a token of greatness. Successful people forget. Gerald, be a good forgetter…success demands it. Its only the poorer minded who seek revenge. You have been through a lot Gerald…take it by the chin and you will get through this, all for your little boy.
-Focused people don’t think about the difficulties, but rewards. If you dwell on difficulties too long you will start to develop self-pity. As a result you will accomplish less and less. By focussing on results you will stay encouraged. Make Christ an example ‘he was willing to die a shameful death on the cross because of the joy he knew would be his afterwards.
-Focused people choose their friends carefully. Here are five types of people you encounter:
(A) REFRESHERS: Those who strengthen your faith and energize you.
(B) REFINERS: Who sharpen you and clarify your vision…ARE YOU READING THIS YOU BACKSTABBERS, WHO SPEND TIME TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE, MAKING OTHERS LOOK BAD…. you don’t have a vision at all…. TOO MYOPIC.
(C) REFINERS: Who mirror your energy neither adding to nor subtracting from it.
(D) REDUCERS: Who try to diminish your goals and efforts to their comfort level…HAHAHA THIS MAKES ME LAUGH, BECAUSE THEY CANT MANAGE ME, THEY HAVE FAILED IN SO MANY WAYS.THEY THOUGHT AM GONNA HANG THE LAST TIME I WAS IN A MESS,BUT THEY GOT A SHOCK OF THIR LIVES…SO YOU UNDERSTAND NOW,YOU MUPPETS …DON’T MESS WITH A KNIFE COZ IT CUTS..YOU CANT BRING ME DOWN.GONE THROUGH THE JUNGLES OF GOWA, THOSE STEEP HILLS.
(E) REJECTORS: Who don’t understand you or whats God is called to do…this is so funny. So many have rejected me. They have said things like Gerald is difficult, but in actual sense I am not…YOU JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND ME AS SIMPLE AS THAT!!!!!!!!
So I remain focused and I hope to stay grounded. I am not going to fall down easily. The praise of others is less likely to go to my head and the negative impact of my critics will be minimised..
I WILL STILL STAY FOCUSED( IF YOU THOUGHT OTHERWISE)
I will therefore stay focused despite the drawbacks and distractions that I have met here in the wild. Sometimes you sit down and think this is it for me. But in actual fact its not. You have a long way to go. I am a fighter and I will keep fighting for my Minnie my blood relations and me. . Nobody is going to bring me down.. Tupac said ‘‘only God can judge me.’’
I am of the belief that people who stay focused make the greatest difference in life. Nothing is as potent as a focused life.
The first law of success in this day when so many things are clamouring for attention is concentration; to bend our energies to one point, and to go directly that point. Looking neither right nor left…it’s a discipline that must be practised. By staying focused I will keep my targets, increase my energy and get lifted when others think I may go down…Loosers.
SLOWLY,STEADILY,SURELY,THE TIME APPROACHES WHEN THE VISION WILL BE FULFILLED.
When God gave me a vision, he also gave me a provision needed to fulfil it. No matter what may. Even if others try to put me down by their deeds and sayings. He will use something I already posses even though you don’t know it. The key to my success is found in the words. ``Go and see”.
For he will save and deliver me, from all those who pursue me,
He will rise against the rage of my enemies and judge me according to my righteousness.
So I will stop making excuses, feeling sorry for myself, talking myself down or being intimidated by those who say i don’t have what it takes. God has provided everything where I need to go. Life is a joke. Life is a game that we are just playing and God knows the winner.
I will look into the mirror and announce, I am full of resources. This is not hype, pride or over-minded matter…IT’S FAITH SPEAKING.
So I am not worried about it all. That’s another stage in life. Slowly,steadily,surely,the vision will be fulfilled. The deepest wounds in life come not from swords but words and actions.
Remember that don’t despise the small things. Every oak tree starts as an acorn; Jesus began in a stable but didn’t stay there. David had a sling but he became king. Joseph was sold as a slave but he became a Prime Minister..WHY??Because God was with him. Gave him favour and wisdom…made him Governor of Egypt. Just put it into God’s hands and have the will to start small…THEY WILL ALL BE PROVED WRONG.
I will have to struggle. Without struggle you cannot develop your full potential! Have you ever watched an ant carrying home a piece of bread that’s bigger than him. Success belongs to those too small to carry what they believe in, but stubborn to leave it behind. The secret of success is GOOD DECISISONS AND GOOD DECISIONS ARE MADE BY BAD ONES.
A dream without corresponding action only aggravates the soul and amounts to nothing. God will give you the power to succeed but you have to take it, develop a plan and work it.
Personal breakthroughs begin with a change in your beliefs. What you believe in deep down determines what you expect. So be strong and courageous. Your life will expand or shrink in proportion..